Hand ice-dyed cotton blanket in magenta, charcoal and citron draped over a cream sofa

Held Well.

Hand-dyed, one-of-one textiles.

My name is Dr. Maria Mae and my art begins where most conversations end: in the body. Body listening is what I have been dedicated to for over two decades. I excel at placing my hands on what people cannot yet say out loud. I hold people for an hour, or days at a time, in an appointment, in a green room, or in a conversation. But healing does not obey the hour. It follows us out the door, into the car, into the long evening. And so I began to ask a simple question: what if something could keep holding them once I no longer could.

As a bodyworker, I help people loosen the structures that once kept us whole under survival but keep us in bondage to the past. Ice works the same way. It melts on its own time, refusing to be hurried, and the pattern it leaves behind is the memory of everything it held while it was still holding.

What held us best is encoded in every piece. This is Held Well.

Cotton, linen, or bamboo.
Hand ice-dyed through intention, one piece at a time.
Made to order - typical turnaround 2-4 weeks.
Every piece is one-of-one.

The Work

Custom Blankets

Each blanket is hand-dyed and custom-made - no two alike, even if two are dyed together for couples or mother-daughter, father-son. They will have similar color frequencies, but the shapes are all different and particular to who it's made for.

Hand ice-dyed blanket in rose, crimson and deep green draped across a linen sofa — Cotton - rose, crimson, and deep green.

Hand ice-dyed blanket in black, moss, coral, carnelian and jade draped over a cream boucle armchair — Cotton - black, moss, coral, carnelian, and jade.

Hand ice-dyed blanket in rust, clay, moss and cream draped over a boucle armchair — Cotton - rust, clay, moss, and cream.

Hand ice-dyed blanket in magenta, chartreuse, peach, apricot and lilac draped over a white leather armchair — Cotton - magenta, chartreuse, peach, apricot, and lilac.

Custom Artistic Pieces

One-of-one shirts and stage pieces, hand-dyed for those who love the nuance of color and know that clothing can be a prayer - a blessing worn against the skin, coding what is invisible into something the body can carry.

Bamboo polo on a wooden hanger — Bamboo. Intentionally made for Humberto.

Bamboo shirt on a wooden hanger — Bamboo. Intentionally made for John.

Hand ice-dyed bamboo and linen blue shirt on a wooden hanger — Bamboo and linen. Intentionally made for Max.

Hand ice-dyed bamboo and linen grey and soft blue shirt on a wooden hanger — Bamboo and linen. Intentionally made for L.E.

Hand ice-dyed cotton short-sleeve shirt in charcoal blue, cream, and dusty red on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for L.E.

Hand ice-dyed bamboo and linen deep blue and plum shirt on a wooden hanger — Bamboo and linen. Intentionally made for Fernando.

Hand ice-dyed bamboo shirt in rust, sand and orange on a wooden hanger — Bamboo. Intentionally made for Gianluca.

Hand ice-dyed bamboo shirt in deep red and black on a wooden hanger — Bamboo. Intentionally made for Francesco.

Hand ice-dyed cotton shirt in deep red and black on a black hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for L.E.

Hand ice-dyed cotton shirt in green and teal on a wooden hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for “The Beast.”

Hand ice-dyed cotton shirt in khaki, ochre and umber on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for Hari.

Hand ice-dyed cotton shirt in rust and umber on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for Samson.

Hand ice-dyed cotton shirt in grey, violet and wine on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for L.E.

Hand ice-dyed cotton blue plaid shirt with a green sacred geometry emblem on the pocket, on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for The Trojan.

Hand ice-dyed cotton short-sleeve shirt in layered violet, indigo, olive, and cream on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for L.G.

Hand ice-dyed cotton short-sleeve shirt in deep teal, violet, and slate on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for The Beast.

Hand ice-dyed cotton long-sleeve shirt in violet, plum, and dusty blue on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for Steve.

Hand ice-dyed cotton western shirt in purple, plum, and violet on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for Moth.

Hand ice-dyed linen short-sleeve polo in indigo, violet, and amber stripes on a pale grey hanger — Linen. Intentionally made for Wes.

Hand ice-dyed cotton long-sleeve shirt in plum, maroon, indigo, and slate grey on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for Samson.

Hand ice-dyed cotton long-sleeve shirt in pink, rose, and coral plaid on a pale grey hanger — Cotton. Intentionally made for Unknown.

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